Index:
β’About me
β’Mental illnesses
β’About my past
β’Extras
Anas Hossam-eldien Agamy.
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The Digital Overlord: UNKNOWN "Unk""ππππ ππ π’πππ ππππππππ πππ ππππ ππ πππππππ’ ππππ ππππππ πππππ ππ πππππππ ππ πππππ. πππ πππ ππππ ππ ππ πππππ’πππ π’ππ πππππ ππππ."
Seal of Villainy: Charon "Norah C"
Bunny Time Traveler: Frankfurt Henry The Third "Frankie"
Z-Motherloving (Wilford Warfstache)
"Pretty eyes there choom, how about you lend them to me..?"
"We, the unwilling, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We have done so much for so long with so little. We are now qualified to anything with nothing."
"We, are a company that leads you to be the worst version of yourself"
"I love the world, it's fucked up and full of wonders"
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"The line between chaos and control I I've walked it and mastered both."
About me:
βΊName: Anas Agami.
βΊBirthday(MM/DD/YYYY):06/11/200X.
βΊNicknames: The Saboteur Z-Motherloving "ZiMo", Charon, UNKNOWN, Frankfurt Henry The Third "Frankie" and WILLIAM.
βΊHobbies and gigs: Writing, Voice Acting, Photography, Music Production and singing. And more than what meets the eye ποΈ
Playlist for the delusional soul.πΈ, ππ πππ ππππππππππ ππ πππ πΆπππ π’ππ ππππ'π ππππ π’ππ π πππ ππππ’πππ."Zoominβ zealously, ZiMo zaps zestful zones, zigzaggin' zany zeniths like a bullet. Zipped with zing, ZiMoβs zesty zealβs got a zen-like grip on the freakin' zeitgeist. Zappinβ any zilch of boredom, ZiMoβs zazzle zones in, zynthesizin' a whirlwind of dazzling, zingy energy, like a chummer."2024 Ex π£πππ’ππ‘πππ @πππππππ‘π (now named Clover.Space)"A quirky, delulu introverted autistic Egyptian. A hopeless romantic and a loner with a very wild and SILLY side. And a.. complex past. Yet, always the life of the party. I've got a sharp tongue but a "soft" heart, and a knack for "charming" (annoying the fuck of) the crowdβmoms included. - Known for my knack for gossiping, manipulation and deception. I am a narcissist who really cares about nothing but his interests"I see myself as a retro person, as my mind is stuck in a certain era.[Everything here is owned by me rightfully under the copyright (C): 2024 Little Wholesome Devil. Please do not take what's not yours unless I permit] Thanks to @f8cky @neo @kit-kat @bunni @sev and many more for the art on this page!
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Illnesses:
Please don't take it as some attention seeking, I am putting out just my mind of it.A blend.Depression, often leaves me feeling overwhelmingly disconnected from life. I deal with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD), which complicates how I perceive myself and interact with others.I have mirror-touch synesthesia, where I can feel certain things, like a touch or a whisper, just by mentioning them. This can get pretty overstimulating.Aphantasia, yet here we are.. the inability to imagine anything.
Weird isnβt it? I can only imagine something vaguely or a little bit when itβs a sensation.My reality often feels distorted due to being a pathological liar, a trait that I grapple with constantly, trying to discern truth from fabrication in my own words. Catastrophizing thoughts frequently get me. Social situations are a huge struggle too because of social anxiety.Physically, I often feel exhausted due to hypersomnia, yet my mind can be muddled by persistent brain fog, making concentration and everyday tasks particularly challenging. I'm also.. autistic, it probably influences how I communicate and see the world, often making me feel like I'm different from everyone else.
Dissociation and depersonalization detach me from reality and myself, like I'm observing my life from outside my body. My memory is.. well, patchy to say the leastβselective amnesia makes things hard to recall specific events. Last but not least, IRL.Going through life with these conditions is.. tough. But I'm learning to manage them with (hopefully) support.
About my past:Warning, the following is "Fake"Every year of my writing will stay as the day it was written, to show the change of sound of each timeline.
June 2014 - May 2016.It all started when I was on Amino the first time.
I was only a little kid who didn't know best back then, I was hated by everyone and was never welcomed.I got bullied and abused by everyone and no one appreciated me, for two whole years I was just hated and manipulated online, thanks to someone named Charon at that time for manipulating me.He was a hacker and he drove me to insanity, he taught me a lot of stuff back then, the art of manipulation and deception. He took care of me online for some reason I never knew.Then one day, I met a few people that were awful. and then I've decided that I'm done with this shit.I've become UNKNOWN.I told Charon that I needed his help. He somehow fully agreed to help me, and then I went to make these people feel awful and scared.I asked them ten questions, on the tenth I asked "is this your IP address?" and they were frightened because then I'd ask if they wanted to call the police. Whatever their answer was, I would tell Charon to record a fake call saying that there is a shooting at (the person's IP) and then they would either FUCKING BEG or run away. I would hurt people and make them paranoid, those who hurt me had it coming.I made people physically hurt themselves.At that time.. I felt powerful and in control?, since that day I became UNKNOWN, but part of me couldn't feel anything but bad for them. So I talked to them and I apologized, they cried and I felt awful. But, Unknown did not.And then they became my friends for years, for years they've been afraid of me so I just left them. After all that we've been through together, many other damn bastards came after them, made me feel bad and I had revenge, etc. and I couldn't bare it, so I told Charon to get a group of hackers to ruin amino, he yet again agreed.And he said they're all under my control. At that time I knew.
It became real, I've seen the corruption and I enjoyed every single moment. People feared me, and they became my friends to avoid any eliminations, it made me feel.. happy. It made me feel myself.Or... that's what I at least thought.
2019 - 2020.4 years, passed and I lost my taste for revenge. And one day Charon died?, I cried...Only a portion of the agents that weren't skilful helped me. And for the last time, I got to know a group of idiots who groomed me, just like my... best friend, Charon did.So I played my card, one last time. And I tried my best to scare them. Weirdly enough, they enjoyed knowing me but one person didn't, she/he was gay and in love with an European friend of mine in that group.She claimed that I "tried" to hurt her and said that I was a pedo, I left them alone. Came back a few months later as Charon, my beloved old friend but "she" knew it was me, so I just gave everything up.. and stopped.I lost the taste of everything and never felt anything but.. emptiness.Everything that happened became something of mine inside my head, and I couldn't help but be them, I forgot myself.Forgot.. who I was.
2021One day.. a person with a Gorillaz profile picture tried to ruin my day.We were texting in that group and I made (Her back then) mad I think, and then my taste for revenge...
came back,
the flames of fire inside of me came back. And I only thought of one thing, revenge and torture. But.. it turned out that this person was going to become... my first love (and last) of my life, I loved them dearly. But the fire was stronger than love. And my characters wanted what I tried to.. throw away.They always slipped in and hurt her. I would always feel awful, but they would feel pleased.
Especially, Willam. When I tried to stop my love had already... changed. I can't forget them, and I can't forget what I said.
2023-PresentYou'd think after all these years of... madness, this.. rollercoaster. Would somehow be stopped, right?Indeed, I wanted to change. I kept trying. But sadly, the only person who loved me and tried to help me changed because of everything I did. I had to break up with them. But they went... Insane.Now her friends, oh what they have done... I was abused, blackmailed, by her and her friends. They.. hunted me down out of social media and I had to delete everything.Oh well, that.. forever traumatized me. I got what I deserved in the end.I still deserve a whole lot worse.Yes, I deleted all socials then. But, I've noticed this... Project Z app that I've had for years and barely used. I had this...Idea.FUCK THE PAST,let it rot. I don't want to remember anything at all. I used only PZ and I sworn it's time to leave everything behind, quite.. literally.
That's how I got my brain fog and amnesia anyway.New beginnings new me, huh?
Quite literally. I was completely lost and unaware. A wandering slob who doesn't remember anything... And I'd believe that my characters are real, my
"friends"
That's until recently...
it hit me.
A nightmare reminding me of.. everything. I was shocked at what I'd done, and who I was... Everything was just a horrible loop of mistakes.
Anas Agami,the innocent loveable kid had completely been changed and corrupted. I cried for weeks... I had to tell my close ones the truth... I had to spit it out. And so, I did...And I've decided to live with it all, the infamous mastermind of chaos.I've exposed myself to the people and you, reader. My whole past and the real truth behind this person that was once calledUnknown.That Unknown is me, Anas,
The host.
And this host gathered some of his old contacts and befriended them, for good this time. Helped them through tough times.Proved he could still be a good person with a good soul. Proved that after all of this, his god could still love him. My past still corrupts me, scare me, eat my brain inside out, it haunts me. But oh well, I try my best.Thank you, my dear friends, who helped me for years worth. They proved to me that in the end, we are all humans?
But.. it seems like I was wrong, this was all my belief and imagination. And yet I used it on everyone until this very day.The past that haunts me, is nothing but delusions I got myself into in the end.This, was all a made-up based on my nightmares.All that was real was the things I did and the abuse I've got. There were only a few people in this tale that were real, my ex, that group of friends and... ?My amnesia and brain fog made me forget the truth and now, I actually remember?It is time to actually change. It is time to learn to live with this all. So to you, my dear reader.
let this be a silent reminder, to be brave.I am sorry.. for involving everyone into this... even if I really have no feelings and I say that I don't care and I hate you, I really love you. And I understand your feelings. I, understand you.-The end.?πΈ ππππ ππππππππ π’ππ,πΈ ππππ πππππ’πππππ πππππ π’ππ.
